O.D.

I overdosed on my sleeping pill but not the kind to D.O.A. me (I took a whole pill instead of half. Anybody interested? hehe!). I'm just too groggy to think straight right now. I just woke up. "ehhhh..." is how i feel. go figure.

Our house is a bigger mess than usual, we're doing a general cleaning after n-years of putting up with the clutter. Don't worry, it'll gonna get just messy in a few months, leave it to my sister.

I'm nearly broke. Spend a portion of my moolah on my meds just so my ma would quit complaining about how much she spends on my meds. Oh well. Another portion of my handed-over money goes to jeepney fares for when i have to escort my pregnant sister to the doctor or else buy kiamoy for the other pregnant sister. Good thing my pregnant cats do not crave for anything but then their food is more expensive than fare or kiamoy. bleah!

Today will get better, or so I tell myself. It will get better even if I'll be flexing a lot of muscles to carry this, pull that, move this box and find a place for this possibly-useful-junk.

I'll need a whole lot of chocolate for this and good loud music.

Macy Gray: You are related to a psycopath, your role model's in therapy. You must be real fucked up, you're related to a psycopath.